Smelling
_I: Recognizing that my body still holds a grudge against the things that have happened to me made me realize how little attention I pay to my body. Due to my discomfort, I decided to talk to Marce and Víctor, friends from Capilla del Monte, Argentina, with whom I had a talk from their Biodecoding point of view to try to see what exactly was happening to me. And what they made me see was much broader than I thought. Sometimes by focusing on the first thing we see, we lose what is invisible to the eyes...
_AM: You have lost your sense of smell…
_I: The spiritual sense of smell. I am so here and now, the spiritual path itself made me focus so much on myself, on Matías, resolving such personal things today, of my life, that I focused on what I observe, and not on all the other realities. Before I used to think about all my lives, about each memory, but since we worked on I Am, I am so present in myself that I also lost a more globalized vision of what I am.
_AM: Because you are focused on building the axis. It is important before moving in all directions, to know which is the axis from which you rotate and circulate. Focus on who you are now so you can encompass all that you really are. But at the same time, remember that there is much more, not lose the capacity for expansion and contemplation of all dimensions. What did you discover?
_I: That what happens to me is not something unhealed that I must work on, but rather it is the Anniversary Syndrome.
_AM: What would it be?
_I: Well, first of all, to understand it, you have to know that for the mental spirit, everything happens here and now, in eternity, and there is no past, present or future, but all three are the same, and you can visualize all without being involved in polarities since it also inhabits all spaces. For the emotional soul, there is a consequence of things, an origin and a destination, as well as the process between the two that is the path, which divides eternity into the concepts of past, present and future. And the physical body is like the travel log in which you record every idea outside of time and space, every belief, as well as every event that has occurred along the way. The books are the cells, and all that data is in the DNA and the energy that makes it up. In the same way as in an agenda, the data is written with a date, like a registration code that helps you find the file more easily. This is how you can identify special dates on a calendar, such as a birthday, a holiday, a day of remembrance, or a “day of.” In this way the body helps us remember anniversaries, and if we are also working on our insides, the cells react to it immediately by bringing out the agenda.
_AM: And what was on your agenda?
_I: 34 years ago, in early November 1986, I was conceived. That makes me double the energy of my grandmother René, who was born in the first days of November. Mid-November was when several conflicts and betrayals from close people occurred, just as in its reflection month, in May, where those betrayals that my body felt all happened in Egypt. Furthermore, a year ago we managed to heal the family's history by buying a house and starting over, almost betraying the entire sexist family tree of my clan, something unthinkable that an independent woman and her homosexual son would be the ones to solve the clan's traumas. From Stefano. And it's even funny that one of my turtles, on the same day I started with my problem, woke up from its hibernation process with exactly the same physical problem, since that turtle is very important to me.
_AM: And what else?
_I: The day my problem started was the day we were going to start working on the idea of Ontocracy with Max (who was my husband 12,000 years ago, and since when we promised to work on it at this time), but he couldn't come because COVID19 issues. That made my body feel trapped. Since I have been in Egypt, in the month of July, I have only left the hotel 3 or 4 times with a different destination other than the pyramids. And 2 of those times was to go to other pyramids, in Sakkara. Even though my mind and soul feel in complete balance, my body rejects being in Egypt, because it does not feel good here, because what it remembers about this place through the emotion of the soul is very different. It is a sexist society, with a way of being quite invasive and aggressive, not in the bad sense, but in the cultural sense, in which there is no space between people, and the way of interacting is by speaking very loudly and with intense emphasis. . Even though it is not Saudi Arabia, the environment essentially means that I have to always hide what I am, retain my truth: spirituality and homosexuality. I can't sit and meditate on the rocks outside, it's prohibited. And all the men talk to me about how beautiful the women who accompany me are and why don't I marry one of them. I must smile at everything or ask for forgiveness... None of this affects me emotionally or psychologically. But it seems that my body does feel it. You feel rejection, having to hide, and feeling that the place you are living is not the same place you used to live. Egypt is no longer Khem, 12,000 years have passed, things are very different. I had not realized that the 200 or 300 meters that I do daily, which is nonsense, actually seem to be 200 kilometers for my body... 200 meters of pretending, of holding back, of hiding, of saying No to everything. Sometimes we are not aware in the mind and soul of how all those things burden the body. I have never had so many physical problems in just 4 months. And I noticed that I drag my body with my mind, when it feels that it can't take it anymore. And on top of that I say to myself: “Wow, don't be useless, on top of the fact that you're not doing anything, why are you tired?” The feeling of being still gives me the idea of uselessness, and I don't understand how my body can break down from doing such simple tasks... So I attribute my physical discomfort to unworked issues from the past, things that in reality I did work on, but my body is not thinking about that, but he uses the agenda to remind me of all the moments when he felt abandoned, betrayed, hidden; in which he had to pretend, and he put them all together not to tell me that I didn't heal him, but that what is happening now, "It looks like that." Marce told me to tell my body: “Even though this looks like what happened, it is not, it is new, it is another reality that we will overcome in a different way.” We forget to talk to the body.
_AM: In the spiritual search, one forgets that the vehicle of the spirit is the physical body, as well as being the final expression of the spirit itself through the soul. They are not separate things, and the spirit cannot be reached by leaving the body. The spirit can only be lived fully from the matter that it itself has created. The spiritual path is done step by step through walking. What you position as subtle ideas above your head, manifests in the realization of the path through the soles of your feet. And what is above you, you cannot see, you can only perceive it.
_I: That's why I have a sense of smell.
_AM: During the topic of Resentment we talked about this. Smell is one of the senses that make up the way the body perceives information from its environment. It is related, as we said, to the pineal and pituitary glands, being a way to unify the Third Eye and Crown. However, Smell is the intrinsic sense of the Crown chakra. Everything you have described that you have felt, that your body has perceived, cannot be understood by Touch, or Taste, or Listening, or even by Vision. Well, everything subtle, what goes beyond the concrete, the spiritual and conceptual world, is perceived by the Smell. Remember, the way it works is thanks to Breathing (respiration), which comes from the Latin “re-spirare” which means “to blow again.” Before, it was believed that the soul, the essence of the being, was the breath, since in death one stopped breathing, releasing all the gases in the last exhalation, which led to it being called the Divine Breath, something known in Latin as as “Spiritus”, which gave rise to “Espíritu”. Thus, breathing and smell came to be considered the way in which divinity communicates. And take into account that the spiritual plane is the mental plane, it is the plane that sees everything, that perceives everything, without time or space; the one who does not stay only with what he sees in front of him and can touch with his hands, but also the one who sees deeply, from the inside, the totality of things. Quoting what was said at another ti_I: “..This is what you call intuition “having a good nose”, or when you sense something negative you suggest “this smells bad”, in the same way that when a plan seems promising you reply “it smells good to me”. ”. “Smell is related to intuitive memory.” Intuition means “to look deeply,” that is, “to contemplate.” The spirit is the one who can move away through the air you breathe, expand into the atmosphere and feel everything, see everything, understand everything. Having a good sense of smell, then, is knowing how to foresee what the body is communicating to me not only in its poorly focused nature, but in everything that is connected to said fact.
_I: That is to say, smell is the sense of the Spirit. Related to intuition. Mammals, as you said that time, develop our sense of smell to identify hormones and smells that define what does us good or bad, what puts us in danger or saves us, because our species emerged as small rats at the time. of the dinosaurs, in which we could only go out at night, without vision, trusting only in our ability to smell to find food, a partner, or enemies. There you said that the intuition of the mammal was developed, which in humans became cultural. Which then raises the question in _I: If smell is the sense of the spiritual, then is the spirit an evolutionary development that arises from smell...?
_AM: (prolonged smile)
_I: …Wait… What?
_AM: All the words you use to define the Divine are clearly related to your evolutionary experience. The word Cosmos comes from the Greek “order”, the word Universe comes from the Latin “having only one direction”, the word Sun comes from “loneliness”, the word Moon comes from the Latin “luminous”, which in English (Moon) It comes from the Indo-European “meh” which means “measure”, referring to measuring times, which in Spanish gave the word “month”. And my favorite: the word God comes from the Indo-European “dyeu” which means “day, sun, bright”, giving rise to the word “diuo” and this to “deva” and “divine”, everything that is good has light. , it shines, it is clear, it is the day. The word Essence refers to things that have the quality of being by themselves, the same word used for perfumes and aromas. Everything that you project to the divine and spiritual is born from a way of seeing the world as a mammal. Everything you call spiritual in your life is related to the development of your sense of smell. To the ability to express and smell the essence, to breathe, to intuit, to perceive. Therefore, to discover the spiritual memories in your body, that vast interdimensional agenda that you talked about, you must learn from your sense of smell.
_I: I must interact with my cells... Learn to make them awaken memories... For example, every time I smell a lemon, my mind immediately shows me the Lemon Tree in the yard of my childhood, and my conversations with my great aunt Olga while we were harvesting lemons, I which in turn brings to me the themes we were talking about, such as stars, plants, death...
_AM: The body has spiritual memory through smell. Breathe in… Hold… Breathe out… Universal breathing is the only thing that connects all things. The spirit you seek is not found in the interdimensionality of beings superior or external to your body. The spirituality you seek lies in the smells that your cells have recorded with all the possible data of millions of years of evolution. Through smells and aromas. You will be able to awaken memories, skills, concepts, ideas, emotions, and immediately recognize the information that you need to act on, cleanse, heal...
_I: What is the proposal?
_AM: Smell the spirit. Everything you have walked with your feet, all experience, trauma and acquired wisdom, were recorded in your cells, and the way to awaken and identify them to become aware of all this is through smell. So, practice. If you are going to eat an apple, before swallowing it, smell it with your eyes closed intensely, without expectations. When you go to sleep, smell the sheets intensely. If you drink tea or coffee, smell its vapors intensely. Your clothes, your hands, the skin or hair of others, a flower, a perfume, garbage... Everything has a smell even if it doesn't seem like it. And becoming aware of the aromas of all the things that surround us activate our extrasensory and spiritual capacity. It smells more, intensely…
_I: So from the point of physical perception, to awaken the spiritual potential that I carry within me and have a complete vision of my being, I have to practice more with my sense of smell, my ability to sense aromas, which will make my cells activate the information.
_AM: Exactly. This is the way in which your cells will begin to understand, because cells do not understand languages or ideas, but actions. A week begins in which you must immerse yourself in the sensations of your body, you must face the Crocodile Sobek of the Kom Ombo temple. Remember?
_I: Yes... There, the Scorpion's task was to face the sensations by testing the 5 senses to awaken what was hidden in the shadows of biology.
_AM: Well… Dare to smell intensely. Face your spirit and what you have registered of it in your cells. Your spiritual preconceptions are registered in the intuitions and aromas of your soul.
_I: I close my eyes, and smell the essence of my Being.