Joy
_I: One of my biggest fears in this new stage of my life was failing my mother. My mother has always been my protector, she has been a father and mother at the same time. I owe everything I am to her, because without her care, attention, listening, respect, acceptance and company, I would not have achieved anything from her. When they told me that these days she had to accept what I am, I felt a great fear of being left without that protection. I felt as if, by accepting who I am and my mission, I would move into another, more expansive stage of my life, one that neither my mother nor I could sustain. My guides told _I: “you will need more mothers.” If the Earth is my mother, I will need the Earth to sustain me, to sustain this new energy, or old energy hidden in me; and to sustain and protect it, a single womb was not enough, thousands would need to support this rebirth. My fear was that accepting this would take away from my mother the place she always had, almost denying her... But then the celestial energy told _I: "No, what you will do is give her the place that belongs to her: that of mother, and not of protector." . When this December 14, during the eclipse, I lay down on the sarcophagus, I cried, leaving this concept behind to receive a new one about myself and my relationship with my mother. She protected me from what I feared most, occupying a parental role, from which she had to free her by assuming my role in life. My biological mother was to be the mother of my “I”, while the Divine Mother, living in a Network of wombs throughout the world, would become the mothers of my “I Am”.
_AM: The Nativity is approaching, the return of the Sun, and as everyone once did, you must align yourself with this process. The responsibility of knowing who you are here and now positions everyone to fulfill the mission of who they are here and now. With naturalness and flexibility, it is to return to the center, to shine again. This December 21, a path of 2000 to 2400 years ends, and a new one begins. For 3 days we will seek the balance of the body (22), soul (23) and spirit (24), until the Sun is reborn on the 25th, beginning the return of the long days towards the spring of the Northern Hemisphere. You had to die in the shadows to be reborn in the lights...
_I: Today in the pyramid a beautiful song resonated in the dark. The voices of the father, the son and the mother joined together in a sweet song. The father said: “I am the divine father who guides you, and therefore I must remind you that it is time to stand up to advance on the path as you have never done before.” The mother said: “In me you rise again, you are reborn, and in your birth and freedom I find joy. “I am the divine mother, I am the mother of the new humanity.”
_AM: It is said that in the beginning of the Earth, God created Adam, the first man, from clay, earth and water. It is said that Adam saw that in nature all the animals had his partner, but he was alone, and therefore, from his right rib he created Eve, the first woman. They would both live happily in the Garden of Eden. But there was one condition: on a hill there was a Tree, and God forbade them to take its fruit. But a malicious snake approached Eve one day and tempted her to take one of the fruits hanging from a branch of the tree. Eve plucked the fruit and took a bite, which aroused God's wrath. Adam and Eve were expelled from the Garden of Eden, into the desert, where they had to learn to survive. God punished humans with suffering, and condemned them to be slaves for their mistakes. Both had to learn to reproduce, to have sex, and this led them to discover pleasures, and live from sin. Food was no longer abundant, so they had to eat everything they could, gluttony. Eve became pregnant with twins, Cain and Abel, and childbirth was her punishment. Extreme suffering for her great sin of biting the apple. His sons aroused anger and blasphemy, reaching the point where Cain killed Abel. They had a third son, Seth, who sought to bring justice. But Eve was condemned to have only male children who would fight among themselves. They would no longer live forever, and now they would have to die. The glory of life became a horrible weight. And for thousands of years, this error would fall on all of humanity, their descendants, to this day...
_I: A very unlikely story in almost every way.
_AM: That's right. Creation arose with the hominids, who in evolution became Homo Sapiens. In the fertile valley between the Tigris and Euphrates rivers, in Iraq and the Persian Gulf, the first settlers settled to practice agriculture and a sedentary lifestyle for the first time. This was his garden surrounded by deserts, protected by desolation. Then, “He”, the God Son of the Heavens (An Nuna Ki) descended into the world and chose one of the women of the tribes, and made her his wife, mother of his children. Her name today is remembered as Lilith. From her, he conceived his first human son of the Earth and the Stars: Adam. The God gave Lilith everything she asked for, but what she sought most was Freedom. “Freedom is only achieved with Wisdom,” He told her, then Lilith asked for Wisdom. “To awaken Wisdom you need to learn Knowledge,” He told her; then Lilith asked for knowledge. “Knowledge is like a Tree, which has hundreds of fruits, which deliver all the truths, through experience and creation,” He told him; and Lilith asked him to know and be nourished by that Tree. Thus, “He” showed her the Tree of Life and Knowledge, and Lilith understood the Truth of all things. Then, she broke free. When she was free, she recognized that “He” was one of many fruits, and that now “She” would also be one. She became her own creator, and she became free from all conditions. This is how Adam asked “God” to give him another woman. “He” was frustrated by Lilith's betrayal, so from Adam he cloned a woman, but this time he told them: “You will not take the fruit of this Tree, ever”, foreseeing that perhaps history could repeat itself. Lilith understood that the force of the world was moved by the vibratory energy of nature, like sound waves only visible in the waves of the sea or a meandering river. For this reason, Lilith called herself “the Serpent Woman”, mother of all Free women. When she knew that Eve had been born, she did not hesitate to approach her and free her as well, as she herself had done. The serpent woman whispered the truth to Eve, and told her about the Tree of Life, she told her that a single bite of the fruit of the tree of knowledge would awaken the magic of wisdom, which felt like an orgasmic ecstasy; like full joy, pleasure in every corner of the body and soul. The bite of her apple would give him the gift of doubt. Lilith awakened doubt in Eve, and she returned to Adam with the question, the questioning. Then the man knew that he had repeated himself. Eva had realized that there was much more than “Live happily ever after”, that Paradise was not the end, it was not the goal, because in the long run, it had become a prison. Freedom was the most important thing, and it was only obtained with Wisdom, and this with Knowledge, and this with the Question that arises from Doubt. Thus, “the Truth will make you Free.”Well, that Freedom makes you a Masculine Creator and a Feminine Creator.
_I: So it was that because of the doubt, “He” threw them out of the Garden…
_AM: Of the Utopian and Unreal. The Garden of Eden is a trap for souls, feeding on their most basic emotions: feeling good, with all needs covered, living happily. But there is no growth. There is no evolution or discovery, there is no inner power, no capacity for creation. Doubt leads to Confusion, and if you don't know how to manage it, it becomes a regret, leading you to Perdition. For this reason, humans considered that the greatest mistake, the greatest sin committed, was having left God's protection by having doubted Him. Therefore, from the suffering of this world, they try to regain their trust through Faith and Hope. that one day he will let us return to Paradise.
_I: Sure, I understand. That is to say, this story tells us how humanity was like a child protected by its father or mother, afraid to discover its own potential, to go out into the world to create, to manifest, to discover what it was capable of; afraid of becoming one's own creator. So they preferred to live in peace, calm, in normality, without questioning anything. But when the questioning began, humanity was lost in doubt, and this brought more conflicts and fights. But this only happened because something was handed to us before we knew how to manage it.
_AM: Knowledge only becomes Wisdom if you are in balance. Otherwise, Knowledge is a weapon that can build weapons, wars, destruction and control. Freedom is not achieved in the external world, but in the internal world, and a being without the will to carry out this large personal task will live immersed in the darkness of his own ignorance and confusion. In constant sin.
_I: The Deadly Sin. The greatest of all. Ignorance, but not of knowledge, but of coherence. That is why the Gods refused to give us the fruit of the Tree, because it was like giving a scalpel to a hyperactive child in kindergarten.
_AM: There, knowledge brings suffering. For this reason, in the last 2000 years, the message of I Am has been given from the Cross, it has been given from the suffering of those who share it, from the sacrifice of the mission for the fulfillment of the purpose. And if the purpose is creation, then creating would be painful.
_I: The birth…
_AM: The birth of a new being occurred from pain, anguish, suffering, sacrifice, almost as an obligation and regret. But it was not always like this…
_I: No. Because what I remember from long before these biblical stories, women gave birth with pleasure.
_AM: Tell me.
_I: I was a woman 12,000 years ago, and the Atlantean colonies had been founded during the Age of Virgo, therefore, the character of the civilizations was maternal and feminine although strict and orderly. The system was matriarchal, and therefore, life was based on the sensitivity of the senses and the pleasure of life. As boys and girls we learned to have sexual relations, we were talked to and taught. We had our first sexual experiences between the ages of 12 and 15, to know how to recognize what was pleasure and what was pain, what was joy and what was abuse. Women could begin their fertile period at the age of 12, and therefore it was important to know what it was about. We were told that the body was divine, and that enlightenment was similar to an orgasm. Therefore, learning to have an orgasm was like learning to become enlightened. We learned about sensitive areas, how to use them, how to feel them, how to generate pleasure almost without touching ourselves, just with energy, something they call Tantra in India. We learned to have bisexual relationships, to be able to connect with the different levels of energy waves. The incentive to pleasure was considered spiritual, and fertilization was the most sacred rite of all, although sex, they said, was not to bring babies, but to turn on the light of the Being. For this reason, sex was practiced a lot for simply being sex. , preparing the body for fertilization, pregnancy and childbirth. During the 3 processes, pleasure and orgasm were present, and this prepared us to give birth without pain. Childbirth was experienced as the greatest of orgasms, with intensity and spiritual joy. It was magnificent… Holy.
_AM: Joy is the sensory manifestation of Joy. It is the illumination of the Physical Body. He who is illuminated in life feels the joy in every part of his body, the ecstasy, the fire of the kundalini, of the serpent of light lighting up in all directions. Joy is the key to living Heaven on Earth.
_I: Therefore we must live this new time from Joy, because a story ended 2000 years ago with suffering and sacrifice, and in this new time we must begin with Coherence and Joy.
_AM: The time of the New Christ Consciousness begins. History was trapped in the concept of sin and suffering as forms of transcendence, and therefore this is the time to transcend said suffering. The Divine Mother receives the seed from the Divine Father, but this time the birth will occur in pleasure, in joy, in extreme happiness, because you already know the other way of living the spirit from the shadows, now is the time to live from the light.
_I: A New Humanity is going to be born, and this Planetary Birth will take place from full Joy.
_AM: … “Let there be Light” …