Journey
_I: Tomorrow begins a new great journey for me… A journey into myself on a level I would have never thought of…
_AM: That of the responsibility of assuming the I Am.
_I: Yes, that's what I feel... In 2012, on February 7, I officially began my first Journey of Consciousness. I began the Harwitum, the path from North to South. And although prior to the 11:11 Meeting at Capilla del Monte in November 2011 I had already made a small journey to connect the networks that would allow us to do the task, at that time I did not understand very well what I was doing... I was practicing something that would be much bigger. I understood in 2012 that my life was not in Argentina, my life was the Earth, and therefore I would travel around it, connecting all its paths... That year 2012 I traveled to 40 countries in 6 months. I visited more than 100 places distributed across different climates and geographies, sacred and historical sites on Earth; I traveled by car to the 4 countries of the southern Andes, Chile, Peru, Bolivia and Argentina, visiting some 24 regions, and by December 21, 2021 I had already touched the 7 continents and the 5 oceans. Throughout that year I could feel all the paths, the cultures, the lands, everything connected. The world was no longer a distant place, but it was a garden, it was my home, part of my life, my family. I understood that from that moment on, all places were close, and there was no place out of reach.
_AM: It was your destiny...
_I: Yes. I understood it. It is written for me, because I myself wrote it in my soul. I would find joy and fulfillment in the journey, on the roads. For this reason, I took advantage of the position of the Moon in front of the constellation of Sagittarius, so my soul would always launch itself to discover its happiness in the expansion of movement. My grandmother once told me that when I was about 4 or 5 years old, she went to see a psychic, a woman who read palms. The lady told her: “you have a little boy at home with whom you are very connected”… To which my grandmother nodded confirming by saying my name. And then the lady said “Oops! My God, how many trips! I see airplanes, many airplanes, flying all over the world, this child will travel all his life to too many places! But he will always return… And if one day he says that he wants to be an airplane pilot, tell him no, or it will be the last of your trips.”
_AM: Good advice…
_I: I like flying, yes, but I don't understand much about machines, so that flight would have been the shortest of my life...
_AM: Hahaha… I think so.
_I: That lady was right. About 15 years later, my travels around the world would begin, and they would never stop. I have traveled to many places on the same day… Without stopping. I have found peace and creativity among airports, trains, cars and boats. I found harmony in the journey, not so much in the destination.
_AM: That was the escape point.
_I: Yes, what I noticed is that the Moon in Sagittarius helps me find balance in the transformation and the path, but the opposite in the destination or the starting point. There I feel uncomfortable, being still in the same place, to the point that when I arrive I am already thinking about the next point and how to get there.
_AM: You have come to connect, not to anchor, and that is why your soul seeks to move. “Remember,” they told you, remembering is “remembering,” reuniting the parts, the members that make up a being or group. And there are two ways to do this task: moving around the world, weaving the web like a spider, or remaining in the center of the woven web, unchanging like the spider itself. But to achieve this second step of staying on the axis, you had to move by weaving that web.
_I: Someone once told me that the reason I travel constantly is because I want to escape responsibility or face what really matters...
_AM: And so it is. That's what you've done from unconsciousness. Escaping, playing like a child, afraid to face your truth, overloaded with unnecessary baggage to cover you with missions so as not to face your purpose. Running through the world, desperate to reach a place that doesn't exist. Your quality is your own trap. You have come to connect through travel, moving, tracing paths, and it is precisely this that has distanced you from yourself, putting your goals on the horizon, desperate to never get anywhere. For years you had to run after sunrises and sunsets, climb mountains and descend valleys, cross deserts and seas, walk through islands and steppes, forests and cities, to know that the further you went looking for something outside...
_I: …I was getting closer and closer to me. And at the same time more lost, like someone spinning in a circle and as they approach the center, gravity accelerates the movement. Dizzy, the more roads I traveled, the more I fell into myself, without understanding that I was coming back to myself.
_AM: Well all roads lead to you. No matter how far you go, no matter how many destinations you reach, they will all pass away one day, and the only thing that will remain in each place is you. Imagine, then, that instead of you moving through the world, it is actually the world moving around you. For the mind, soul and biology, it is as if you were always in the same place, in the here and now, and everything else changes in your environment. Thus, the only thing that remains, the only thing that is origin and destiny in itself, is you.
_I: When I understood this I stopped running... And that was 2020. I stopped before the Coronavirus stopped us all. I remember in February asking my guides: what am I supposed to do now? And they told _I: “find a quiet place, and wait, because your path begins in August.” I found it strange to be told I had to sit still without traveling for so many months when there was so much to do. I thought it wouldn't be literal. But it was. The endless quarantine taught me that all destinations lived in me, that the need to travel the world was simply preventing me from traveling on my own for fear of seeing what was in me. This is what has made so many people desperate this year. Lock yourself up. Beyond the fact that most people do not travel, the simple act of leaving home, going to work, to a bar, to a square, to live an active life in a social space, was already experienced as a trip. Going out projects us outward, and therefore everything that lives inside is projected onto others. This way it is easier to live because there is no responsibility, since we blame others for our own evils, we criticize the government, the culture, everything that surrounds us. Not being able to move changed this, and forced humanity to stay inside, and therefore gazes turned inward. Thus begins a desperate journey, in which one's own emotions manifest themselves, one's own shadows appear, and suddenly the depression of seeing and perceiving everything that I have been denying begins. For those who have been looking the other way throughout their lives, this confinement was and is exasperating. But for those of us who have had the practice of meditation, of working on our shadows, desires, conflicts, inconsistencies, this time was a gift, a blessing. For me personally, it reminded me that I could feel fulfilled by being in the center of the web instead of weaving it. I always believed that I must be the spider moving in the web, weaving, connecting, forgetting that the same spider, at the end of its weaving, places itself in the center, on the axis, and holds, perceiving the vibrations of the entire connection created...
_AM: You are all the steps, you are all the paths, all the paths. "Walker, there is no path, the path is made by walking". You are the Walker, you are the walker of Heaven and the walker of Earth. Your path is that of all, because you recognize that all paths lead to you, who are the I Am. Each living being travels a path in its life, builds its own history, each one searching for itself from the unconscious or conscious. The path of unconsciousness is the hopeful search for a reunion with others or something outside that completes you and makes you feel full. But the conscious walker is one who, in the exile of his own being, hopefully seeks a reunion with himself. Where do you expect this reunion from?
_I: From consciousness, knowing that it is the world that moves, and that I remain on an axis, in me. And from this axis I can move through the world without getting lost, knowing that every step I take on the paths of creation is to recognize the reunion with my own being.
_AM: It is the I searching for the Am, it is the Personality searching for the Essence. And remember, that you are everything, you are the one fragmented into thousands, like the core of a world that expands in the thousands of forms of its crust, molded by water, air, fire and earth, making the thousands of forms look for unity. This way you will be able to understand that on each trip, you do not discover something new about the world, but rather you reunite with a forgotten part of your being, the unique being that you are.
_I: That is why we are invited to travel, to move, to be walkers, not to go outwards, but to unite the parts within. What is my trip?
_AM: Your journey is the same one that everyone has to travel. Journey comes from the Latin “Viaticum”, the attribute of traveling a path, of going from east to west, like the Sun, which has given rise to the English word “journey”, coming from the Indo-European “dyeu”, which is brightness, light, day, God, the path of the sun from east to west…
_I: Therefore, traveling the path of light and shadows is the only way to experience divinity, because it is in the journey of the Sun that I find the divine. The important thing is not the destination, but the Path... That is, there is no destiny other than me, my axis, my coherence, the center of the cosmos, and that is why the Universe seeks to move, to create from said axis. That is the logic of the world in constant motion...
_AM: You are the world, and when you walk on it, you do nothing but caress the skin of the expanded being that you have become. You recognize on the Path the Divinity that you are.
_I: There is no destiny other than myself... I Am my Destiny, I am every step, every starting point, every origin, every purpose... I find myself in every goal, every mountain, lake, tree, temple, city, person , animal, in the other.
_AM: All roads lead to me…
_I: Well, I am the Way…