Intuition
_I: All night I was connected to something that made me feel both tired and comfortable. The being that appeared made me feel the dark pressure of the whole world, and find such an incredible peace that I could only let myself relax, sleep, my whole body melted into the depths. His darkness was so luminous that my being could not interpret whether his presence was leading us to death or peace. And in a way, I could feel that it was both in one feeling. My mind expected something dense, perhaps dark, but where it took us there was nothing but light. A light under pressure, a deep light, different from what we are used to. We usually see light as coming from the sky, from the sun, and therefore, its brightness is related to the subtle and invisible air, levitating; to the high vibration, considering that its opposite is dark, painful, dense. But nevertheless, I still saw light, only it was different, the shadows shone in a different way, it was like seeing the light in the shadows, balance and fullness under the greatest of pressures. That sensation remains in me, my cells still recognize it...
_AM: Because the physical concept of going deep is not the same as the concept from the point of mental perception. For the mind, the concept of Depth is not related to going down, to going into the dark, to burying yourself in a well miles underground, but going to the depths implies finding the unity of all things. The subtlety that you usually relate to light is linked to expansion, to breadth, but it is still what creates separation, different options and purposes. For the mind to feel the real, the center, it must go inward, it must unite all things again. And everything that expands shines in different colors, which when united generate only one color. If it is matter, together they will create black, if it is light, together they will create white. Thus, if you concentrate on the luminous vision of the spirit, you will see all the colors become one, the pure light, and the pressure of all the energy, instead of taking you into the shadows, will give you greater clarity. This is the origin of the concept of Enlightenment.
_I: That is to say that the search for Enlightenment is not in ascending towards the heavens, towards the light, because the light is not only up there...
_AM: The idea you have of enlightenment is conditioned to your vision of humanity, with your feet on the ground and your head in the sky, seeing the sun shining up there, it makes you consider that to shine like him, you must rise to the plane celestial, that is, celestial, a color that arises from light reflecting in the oxygen, nitrogen and argon of the atmosphere.
_I: It's almost killing the magic of the spiritual.
_AM: It could be... However, I think it is opening your eyes to be correctly spiritual. “Spirit” comes from the Latin word “Spirare” which means “to breathe,” and clearly oxygen, argon and nitrogen are what you breathe. In some ways the only way to become a spiritually celestial being is to breathe the gases of the atmosphere with full awareness of being here and now with each inhalation and exhalation. In this way, Illumination is a social and cultural concept of the position of light in space.
_I: What is true Enlightenment?
_AM: Go to the depths of the Light, to its ability to manifest. For spirits it is to become a living being made of carbon and other minerals. For living beings it is to become precious metals such as gold, platinum and diamond, also carbon but under greater pressure.
_I: The greater the pressure, the more light discovers what it can become...
_AM: Thus, a being does not become enlightened when it is freed from its creative potential, but when it manages to radiate from its center... Under all the pressures...
_I: This is why we decided to be born... Is this also why beings who seek enlightenment go through ordeals and martyrdoms?
_AM: Calvary comes from Latin and means Skull, the concept means going deep in a process, so much so that you reach the bones, the foundations that support your body. “Martyr” comes from Greek and means “witness,” which in turn in Latin means “to stand up for something.” We could say that the fact that a martyr experiences an ordeal means taking the responsibility of going to the depths to find the truth.
_I: And launching into living that requires a lot of will... That is, throwing yourself into the shadows of suffering, of confusion, all to prove that you can go further...
_AM: What the human perceives as suffering, the martyr perceives as “meaning.” That is, a human seeks to survive considering that the only thing he has is his body and the things that his body can accumulate. Trying to overcome conflicts, in most cases through denial, due to the need to find momentary happiness related to physical and emotional comfort. Thus, a common human will use the senses as a tool to identify said pleasure or discomfort, to get rid of the latter as soon as possible. On the other hand, when an individual becomes aware that death does not exist, and goes deep into his truth, he is not afraid to face anything, because he understands that pressure and suffering are nothing more than the accumulation of light. , which are the unification of all paths, and to feel them all, you must expand your capacity to feel to the limit. Taking his 5 senses to the maximum goes from being uncomfortable to pleasurable, turning the system upside down, and finding orgasm in suffering, finding the light in the midst of the shadows.
_I: It's hard to imagine... But I understand what you mean. It's like that feeling that sometimes many of us have, for example a joke so, so bad that it makes us laugh too much. Or a song so, so horrible that we can't stop humming it. As if the brain collapsed, entering a kind of system rupture, finding a crack through which to see the reverse option. Like when Francis of Assisi saw light in the sick, in the garbage, in the things that others considered dirty, he saw love and light.
_AM: That is when one begins to find the path of Enlightenment. Therefore, the only way to true enlightenment is to go through and integrate all the Shadows. That is why you must learn to enter the darkness and pressure, that is why you must turn your suffering and misery into your greatest allies. And so, with your eyes closed, without fear of anything, you will be able to guide yourself in the flaming shadows like a phoenix.
_I: Is that... Is it Faith?
_AM: Oh no… That's Intuition.
_I: What is intuition?
_AM: It comes from the Latin “In” and “tueri”, which mean “interior” and “contemplation, gaze, observation”, respectively. Intuition is the ability to see clearly with your eyes closed, to have sharp vision in the shadows, to perceive beyond what you believe. Intuition is the mother of Faith, which finds its origin in the Latin “fides”, which means trust, trust in something or someone. It implies that once I have had internal clarity in what I have seen through my shadows, I recognize that I have no choice but to trust my intuition. Intuition is not the daughter of Faith, since faith implies blind and unquestioning trust in something. But to get there, you must have first had to experience what it feels like to trust that external agent. And the only thing that makes you trust something is the internal sensation that gives clarity in the vision of things, that is, in your intuition. Intuition is not what the human considers, it does not imply feeling that something must be done, with a certain lack of knowledge about the factor, but on the contrary, intuition demonstrates a deep clarity in the causes and effects of something, with total fullness. This grants confidence, faith.
_I: They say that Intuition is much more feminine than masculine... Why?
_AM: The masculine aspect of existence is positive, it means that it is projected outward, which seeks solutions externally, at a point, objectively, in a more practical and concrete way in the fractals and patterns of realities. The feminine aspect is negative, that is, internal, which is projected towards the interior of the being, connecting with the pulse that connects the Matrix, the network, where everything is perceived without direction, but from perception and sensations. For this reason, the feminine design of reality, the woman, has developed more skills in tuning the 5 senses, which allows her to be attentive to many things at the same time while the man only focuses on a single specific point. So, like a spider, no matter what part of the tissue you move, it will feel you. Intuition is having the ability to feel in all directions, clearly perceiving more, interconnected aspects. Therefore, intuition is found in the pressure of the center, where all forces come together in one. And like the spider, to feel it, you need patience.
_I: Patience is a big key to intuition.
_AM: The female body is biologically prepared for patience, since a female orgasm is more prolonged and expanded, not focused on a specific area. After sex, come 9 months of gestation and slow changes, then months in which the baby will depend on her body for warmth and nutrition. Her body will feel the unity in the baby's growth for years. The man, male, is easily released because his orgasm is fast, his role in the biological spectrum of pregnancy is fleeting and lasts a few minutes. Therefore, masculine design is conscious and fast, and feminine design is slow and subconscious. Which allows women to be more capable of submerging themselves, of sustaining suffering for a longer time, of controlling many more emotions than men, of doing alchemy with their body, of going to the depths of their soul, and this is the reason. which is why women tend to awaken spiritually faster than men, and in greater quantities, since internal sensitivity makes it easier for them to move in pressure and shadows. Patience is the attribute of the female body, since this term arises from the Latin “Patire”, which means “to suffer”. Patience is the attribute of the sufferer, of “sub-ferre”, below the iron, that is, one who supports a great weight.
_I: So, Intuition is the ability to see clearly in the shadows, but to be able to see well, I must dare to immerse myself in them and support their weight, that is, be patient. Patience is something almost impossible in a global civilization like the current one in which we want everything now, quickly.
_AM: That is the true conceptual patriarchy, the need for everything to be right now, now, like a male orgasm, phallocentric. To reach the depths of your being, you need Patience, feel the pressure, contemplate. You will only be able to find Intuition in the joy and expansion of the 5 senses through the tormenting ordeal of the orgasmic suffering of patience.
_I: Is this why we live in a world with so much suffering?
_AM: Suffering is a choice in life, you don't have to put yourself below anyone to find the center. You can turn Patience into an art of contemplation, in which what was considered suffering and suffering from unconsciousness, now becomes contemplation and growth from consciousness, in the journey to the depths of the center of your being. Inhale… Hold… Exhale… Only you can put on yourself the necessary weight of the world that you are willing to hold to find your capabilities. Every human awakens their abilities under pressure. And when you break everything you thought you were, you find the light in the shadows, Intuition.
_I: Intuiting, then, becomes the art of focusing light on shadows, of finding what was hidden in the pressure of my own being. I wish to awaken my intuition, to have the ability to perceive with my senses the light that lies within me, the clarity of my spirit at the center...
_AM: Well, learn from Patience. Life only finds light in the pressure of birth after the pressure of gestation. Turn Suffering into your journey inward. Free yourself from the cultural preconceptions that you have from this journey to the depths, recognize all the things that have made you suffer, all the people who have led you to live the maximum pressure of your life, and recognize the brilliance that they have managed to bring out of you .
_I: It's true, all those who have made me suffer have achieved nothing other than awakening the brilliance with which I radiate today.
_AM: So, accept its pressure... Become a diamond, and in the brilliance of its crystallized veins you will see the clarity of your soul and spirit reflected, and you will discover in the shadows the intuition that will allow you to see beyond all time and spaces. Close your eyes and dream, there you can really See.