Falling in love 2
_I: I was only 12 years old when I remembered him, and his memory changed my life forever. Maybe the image that surrounded us was amazing, but nothing that was there impacted me as much as what truly transformed me. I was standing in front of the Great Sphinx, which in my memory was a Lion dyed red. Around us, everything was full of colorful temples and tall plants and palm trees. I realized that this was another time, long ago, and although I couldn't differentiate much or really interpret what was happening to me, I could understand that it was another life. I knew that it was the Nile, that it was Egypt, even without being Egypt, because I felt deep inside that it was another, older civilization. I recognized myself as part of the families of Atlántida. And I could feel my body. I was a woman. My age was almost 40 years old, or just over 30, and I was standing in front of the sphinx, with a certain nostalgia and concern. The images, and the knowledge of being there, of recognizing this place, of seeing what I was seeing inside me about a fraction of a hidden history longed for by many humans, were worthy of surprising any 12-year-old child who was there. sitting in the history classroom seeing all of this as a spiritual vision that would change his life forever. But nevertheless, that was not what marked me the most, but what happened in front of this image. I gently felt fingers caress mine gently and even shyly. They were her fingers, it was her hand, which took mine with the delicacy with which one takes a flower. He held my hand firmly and gently, and my heart raced. Her caress, the love with which she let herself be felt in my moment of anguish, reminded me of one of the most powerful feelings of a human being: being in love.
_AM: And you continued to be…
_I: From the moment I remembered Sobek, my Atlantean husband from 12,000 years ago, I remembered what it meant to be in love, and I never wanted to fall in love with him again. Perhaps, for many it can be fascinating to remember things from Atlantis, from ancient history, and yet, the reason why I remember things from the past is not because I kept a record of them or visualized them in channelings, but because what he felt for those people with whom he shared these events. Especially him. I was in love with him, madly, but in a way that I had never felt: not from devotion or from beauty, from necessity, but from the essence, from sharing, from the knowledge that you can trust the other 100 %. In an instant, when in my memories he took my hand, all the memories came back to me: Atlantis, the Nile, the pyramids, the plan to bring Heaven to Earth, the language, the philosophy... Everything. I remembered the Atlantean culture by dancing with him, I remembered the language by speaking with him, I remembered the country by walking it with him. I asked my guides why I needed to remember everything this way. What need was there to remember the emotional ties, which hurt so much, to know how the rest works?
_AM: And you know the answer, I imagine...
_I: Remind me.
_AM: Memory is stored in the brain temporally and spatially. As useful experiences for later data, the brain manages the information received emotionally (that is, energy). For this reason, to remember you need emotion, energy, and this can be produced in several ways. But only falling in love, beyond time and space, is what keeps memory alive. Love is eternal, so being in Love makes you eternal.
_I: Are you saying that in a way I remember all this because of the emotions that the people I was in love with or loved produced in me?
_AM: It's exactly that. Information is energy in development, and therefore, to adapt, it needs to transform. This generates energy, and it produces emotion. A perfect and circular system that is self-managed. Falling in love, then, is making dreams something eternal and tangible. Emotions, then, are the emissaries of the nervous system, carriers of memories, neurons of the eternal network that you call love. Emotion records a lot of data, and falling in love stores a whole library.
_I: Therefore, if in this life I had to be the Librarian, and remember, the way I would do it, would be by falling in love.
_AM: And that's why, from that time he took your hand, from the moment you remembered his smile, his look, and his caress, what was happening at that moment became eternal.
_I: And I remembered…
_AM: And he whispered to you:
_I: … “No matter the time, the place, or the bodies we have, I will always be with you”…
_AM: 12,000 years in love with the same soul.
_I: And 12 more until I reminded him again. And when we met again, she told me the same words. She will always be there with me. Today we are no longer a couple, nor in love, but we are friends, and without fully understanding it, we continue to be and meet again, and each one in his own way, remembering each other. Until we became friends by healing our karmic and historical bonds, I was never able to truly fall in love with anyone else, because my heart belonged to him. 12,000 years in love, and in a certain way, I still am, although no longer with the person or the body that he is today, but with his being, his essence and divinity, which I recognize in the mutual respect and love that we still have for each other today after so many millennia. For several years I thought I would never be able to fall in love again, because his caress meant everything to me, both in the past and today, in the future. However, I was able to open myself up to feeling. Although rarely in my life, maybe no more than 2 times, I could feel the intensity that I had experienced.
_AM: That is because in the memory of your love with him, you not only felt the romance of two young adults, but you felt the summary of an entire life, from that first smile when you saw each other, until the moment of your deaths. . All together, everything that happened lives in you, and all of it is what you were in love with.
_I: What is it to fall in love?
_AM: It is the reflective act of becoming eternal. Its particles are “en” (within), “love” (from the Latin a-mors, “without death” = eternal) and “-se”, which represents the reflexive of being, of going or returning to oneself. In English, “Fall in love” refers to “Falling into the energy of desire”, that is, entering, being within that lust that turns on the body's engine. In both cases, it refers to being within a process, which in a certain way activates energy or makes it eternal. Falling in love, then, is the action of entering the eternal.
_I: What is the difference between falling in love and loving?
_AM: As the word itself says, “en” or “fall”, they speak of falling inside, of being inside, immersed in eternity. While loving describes the eternal, the conceptual, what encompasses things. To love something is to open oneself to embrace that which one loves, but without leaving the center in which one finds oneself. Falling in love involves embracing what you love, but leaving the center. Falling in love is the energy of memory, arising from the synapse, which seeks transcendence in the glory and joy of life. When you fall in love, you create powerful bonds to connect to the divine within you, you discover more strength and capabilities.
_I: So when we fall in love, we leave the center but with the goal of finding him? I don't understand the logic.
_AM: Love is like the orbits of the planets around the Sun, while falling in love is like the rocking of the axis of a planet by the force of the star, leaning towards its center, losing its own. The Earth wobbles, losing its axis towards the axis of the Sun, which produces solstices and equinoxes, the seasons. That is to say, it was thanks to leaving the center that it was able to evolve. It transforms by wobbling and dancing on its axis. In love with the Sun and its brilliance, the Earth seeks him and leans towards him. Now think about yourself. Your transformation and evolution do not depend on the inorganic stability of your being, but on the organism that keeps things improving, transforming...
_I: By this you want to tell me that falling in love is synonymous with evolution?
_AM: That's right. It is entering this process that makes you advance, grow, know...
_I: But, falling in love hurts, there are always frustrations, tragedies, pain, betrayals... How can it be that the advice is to fall in love?
_AM: Because the only thing that frustrates you about the process of falling in love is your expectations about what you fall in love with. From the plexus, your being seeks to bind itself, to cling to all possible ties in order to feel security. Attachments to bonds and relationships are a clear image of the need to belong. But that is not being in love, that is wanting or desiring from the condition, when what you are looking for is to love unconditionally. As a human mammal, you consider that to fall in love you must do so with someone human, someone you like and with whom you want to have children. That is a survival thought. But tell me, who should you fall in love with?
_I: Quoting Merlin in England in 2018: “Fall in love with Nothingness, fall in love with the Void”…
_AM: And when you do, you will be able to fall in love with yourself, and there, love all others in constant creation.
_I: But wait, what does it mean to fall in love with nothing?
_AM: It means finding peace in the eternal, knowing that you are all those with whom you fall in love, that what you seek outside only lies within, that you have never left yourself, that all are one, and that there is no time or space for The Being, who are all the same, are the eternal ether that protects and expands your memory. Falling in love with Nothingness is immersing yourself in Eternity, remembering that love exists in all things... And therefore, you must allow yourself to fall in love.
_I: I always fall in love, very intensely, and I suffer, it hurts, it ends badly... What can I find good in doing again?
_AM: That every time you have done it, you have advanced a huge step in your growth, and you have expanded your love to new territories of existence. When you fall in love, you activate the bonds of creation, the manifestation of Being, of all levels, here and now. When you open the center of your being without fear of feeling yourself immersed in the waters of the eternal, you will have the ability to infinitely create everything you set your mind to. Falling in love is the engine of existence.
_I: If a look, a smile and a caress have made me remember 12,000 years of history, and have mobilized me to achieve everything I achieved, to rediscover myself with that look, smile and caress beyond forms in other times and spaces , and it has allowed me to live what I live today, so, I see no reason why not allow myself to fall in love again and again...
_AM: The Universe is Eternal, so, just remember that you are too, and the only way to achieve this is to Fall in Love.