Future
_I: “When my eyes unite in Heaven, they will regain their lost power,” said Sekhmet, the great guardian, the protector, the Lioness. She said that the Sun and the Moon are keys to the portal of Heaven, and that by joining together, they invite us to open our own portals... She called them "Weakness and Strength." Both appear to us as opposites, but in reality, they are complementary. Strength is only gained by recognizing our weaknesses, not by eliminating them. He who dares to recognize his weaknesses is stronger than he who hides them. Therefore, the eclipse reminds us of our vulnerability to shadows, it makes us see what we have hidden for fear of being hurt, something that we ourselves have forbidden ourselves from showing out of fear. And sometimes, what we fear is precisely power, strength. We are afraid that by being strong and powerful, independent and original, we will lose everything that gives us security, love... It has always happened to me. Hiding my strength in weakness for fear of not being loved. Last night I dreamed that I was ashamed to speak in front of people, and that there were some well-known people who encouraged me to do so, but I was in crisis. Then my mother came angry to protect me, to take me to the safety of her arms, home. And I remember seeing the boss there, his protection is what I needed… And I told him: “No, this time I should not be protected, because now I understand, you do not protect me for a mother's love, but you protect me for the same reason.” for which I need you to protect me, for fear of ceasing to be who I am to be who I should be.” In that moment, I freed my mother from an enormous burden in my subconscious; that of protector, like Sekhmet, because I saw my greatest weakness. And by recognizing it, I freed us all, no matter what happens, this time I must do it right, I must regain the power I lost.
_AM: That is why today all the mothers who once blessed you came to join yours... Sekhmet, mother of Power; Isis, mother of Heaven; Bastet, mother of Beauty; Nephthys, mother of Shadows; Hathor, mother of Sound; Maat, mother of the Law. Six Mothers, who empower the portal, the womb of Mother Earth: Geb. Thus, the mothers of the four Times (Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter) and the four Spaces (North, South, East and West), can be reflected in Earth, Fire, Air and Water, to nourish the Being that is to be born. .
_I: What is to be born?
_AM: The Future.
_I: …Of course… In my story, it is my grandson who opens the portal, not me… It is my grandson… Pehuén. The Tree of Life... It is he who, after my death in La Esperanza, Río Negro, will understand that he must come to Egypt, enter the Great Pyramid, and communicate with me in the past, on December 14, 2020... It is not me, He is my grandson... And there is no grandson without a son... "What must be."
_AM: That's what Future means. In Latin, one of the constructions of the future tense in the language is one that describes what should happen: “-urus”, thus, “he who is loved” is said “amatus”, “he who has been loved” is said “amantis”, and “he who will be loved” is called “amaturus”. Therefore, from the verb Ser, we have the construction “fu” that gives us in Spanish the word “was, outside, we were”, and if you refer to what will be, you would say “futurus”. Future, then, is the construction of what has to be, what is inevitable, which is that Being will transform into something else, that the environment will change, that everything moves towards something that must be, be built. And therefore, the future is not an external concept and indifferent to your Being, because the future is your own transformed being. The Future is something that you build with the acts of your being, it is not a place to which you go, it is something that you design, that you modify only by modifying yourself. The future cannot be written if you do not write yourself. The future lives in the intention you set every day. You build the future, and you plan it in every act, feeling, emotion, idea, projection, because the future is simply your own being in a process of constant transformation. He who does not open himself to transformation cannot open himself to the future, because it does not exist for him, and thus, he will live the future that others create for themselves.
_I: That's why I had to recognize in the dream that my fear is to stop being me, because I always feared being what others expected of me, and because of that, I ended up being what others expected of me.
_AM: That is the big mistake that you have to correct in that future that you are designing… That future that screams at you: correct the mistake… Free me from that fear of being what I should be…
_I: The big mistake, that is saying I am, when I should have said I am.
_AM: You always introduced yourself like this... It's me, Matías; and your being interpreted that the objective was you, it was not the Being. Thus, you designed a future life based on conditioning, on the fear of criticism of the Self, on making yourself survive. The Self can never be the objective, because the Self is simply an Axis. Living looking towards the Self is living looking at the Past. But when you give power to the Am, empowering the axis of the Self, that is when you can create, manifest without fear, without expectations.
_I: I Am, that will free me from being conditioned by the world, and being able to live unconditionally in the world. I feel so much responsibility for what I have to do, and many of the things that I see coming to me are very difficult to assimilate... I don't know how to manage it...
_AM: Still. What awaits you in the future is only what you expect from yourself. What do you expect from yourself?
_I: Ugh… It's difficult…
_AM: And do you know why it's difficult for you?
_I: No…
_AM: Because you are afraid of what you can be. You are afraid of your own power, your own strength. Do you remember that dark being that visited you when you were 12 years old?
_I: Yes... He told me that he had great inner power, and that I could take advantage of it if I worked with him... It scared me, I was speechless.
_AM: The darkness, when it sees Power, tries to wake it up immediately. But to a child, that power could destroy him. Now you know how to use the darkness in favor of the light, both from neutrality, because you are discovering that this power is not to be used either for one side or the other, that power only has the ability to manifest the Future.
_I: Future, it is “Urus”, whose origin, “ur”, is related to Light… From the Latin “lucus”, Lucas… “My son”…
_AM: Now you understand the message... Building the future, manifesting it, is materializing the Light... Today you will receive the future, not to go to it, but to build it today, in what you are. And this is not just for you. The Earth will experience this Rebirth. For this reason the wombs of the Divine Mothers have been placed in a circle to bring Beauty to this world... The Son is you, the Light, the Path, all are the children of the Cosmos that is to be born... The new Kingdom is the Axis. Forget what you think is a Kingdom, the Kingdom of Heaven, the King on Earth, and all those medieval concepts, go to the origin of the word...
_I: King comes from “rex”, from the Indo-European “reg”, which means law, right, straight, axis… Axis… Of course! the Axis of the World! The King on Earth is the New Planetary Axis, it is the descent of Full Consciousness!
_AM: Which must be gestated by each uterus. Women: their wombs are the extension of the Earth's womb, they are the matrices of the Network that allow the descent of the energy of Power, of the new Axis of the World, of the King of the Earth, aligning the North Magnetic Pole with the Physical Pole. Tell every conscious woman in the world to contemplate in the reflection of the historical mirror her womb, her cauldron of strength and creation, and take all the weakness that history has assigned to her, and recognize weakness as sensitivity, and sensitivity as senses. , and the senses as the goal of light, to perform alchemy. The 3 gifts are not for the New Child, the gifts are for the Blue Mother, the Earth Mother… “Contemplate the color Blue” said the Arcturian, and observe the ocean of your wombs. The Reflection that Sees in the Myrrh, the Being in the Sense of Incense, the Objective and unique Goal of the Golden Spiral, Gold. Return to oneself.
_I: Sure… The Matrix, the golden spiral, the golden spiral, the objective and goal of all things, Gold, the alchemy of transformation. The womb is that spiral of creation, the cauldron of alchemy, of gold... Of converting what dwells in the shadows into pure light.
_AM: The womb network of humanity is the key to descending into the new unborn child, into the new Light. It's not just a son, it's a concept. This eclipse must prepare that great Truth, so that at the moment when the Star of Bethlehem (Jupiter and Saturn) settles in the heavens, the Axis, the King, descends to the World, the Earth. And in his womb the Seed of the New Humanity grows...
_I: The blue ones… We are humans… We just have to awaken our power… The children of the Earth, covered in a mantle of Stars…
_AM: So, my fractal, go to the interior of the Earth, and receive the blessing of every womb in the World. For in your Death you will find the Resurrection in the Crucifixion of Time and Space. And in that center you will be able to get out of the error...
_I: Go from I Am I to I Am…
_AM: And only by being, you will build “Future”…