Expansion
_AM: A deaf thought was made in me, an apparent last death... The sounds raged outside my being. A deafening sound stimulated my ears, existing at that moment. Still, they mobilized my being, and their resonances urged me to move. The sound was quiet, but it stunned me. And then I needed to see what was happening. When I opened my eye, I could see everything. I contemplated everything I was, what I am and what I will be. My vision allowed me to see time and space. I couldn't explain it, that's just how it was, that's how I felt. The perception was unmatched, a sensation of omnipresence, of totality and at the same time of a great emptiness that did nothing but make me feel full and safe. There was so much to observe that I decided to look in both directions at the same time. Two eyes. And so I saw the two extremes of existence. The more I tried to focus on one thing, the more new things opened up from it, branching out, dividing. In the form of a fractal, my vision was projected seeking all the truths of this great vision. My eyes multiplied by thousands, and these thousands by millions, and they by trillions, following the ramifications, and then I could perceive it. In my search, I created more paths, in my walk I traced more paths, I created more options, in an infinite network that never stopped... And there I realized, I was the Tree of Life...
_I: How does it feel?
_AM: Well, breathe very deeply, through your nose and mouth, and hold the air for so long that it seems like you are about to drown under water, and there, let it all out, and you will feel a heat run through your entire body... Now, remember the biggest orgasm you have ever had on a physical level, and add it to this sensation. And at the same time, remember for a moment that time when when you lay down to sleep you felt so soft and relaxed that it seemed like you had returned to your mother's womb, or flying among the clouds. Remember the sweetest and deepest look you have ever had with the greatest love of your life, and the joy of playing with your friends or pets.
_I: All emotions that are felt for the first time, intense…
_AM: And even more… Sometimes, it's like an endless dance, an exciting dance. A song of freedom, a cry that you would never have imagined uttering. It is feeling constant amazement, it is surprising you at every moment, it is an eternal moment of epiphany.
_I: Where is it taking you?
_AM: To eternity... It never ends, it only returns to itself, without size, you can never tell where it ends or begins, it is eternal in time and eternal in space... Its roots and its branches touch and become one at their ends . It is impossible to find an origin, since everything seems to be so. And yet it is impossible to return, because you have always been there, it is impossible to return because you have never left. You have only looked closely at each end, opening up its possibilities. It is Expansive.
_I: It is the Expansion itself.
_AM: The Universe is a single being expanding incessantly. Infinite. In its paradox, bending over itself seeking to find itself, it does nothing but continue multiplying. It unfolds, it extends, in space and time, and the further away it is, the closer it is to itself.
_I: It's indescribable... This means that we too are constantly expanding...
_AM: Everything we do is expansive, seeking new forms of ourselves. Cells multiply, people reproduce. The more you go back in time, the more you will see an enormous number of ancestors branch out, thousands of people being the ones who originated you, in a time when there were not so many people... Trees generate thousands of seeds, giving rise to hundreds of new trees . Stars explode creating planets, black holes expand creating galaxies... Mountains erode creating grains of sand. Everything expands in search of thousands of new forms, and yet, without ceasing to be the original.
_I: It is like a mirror in which we look at ourselves and that begins to crack into pieces... Generating more and more images... Infinite... Today in the pyramid a being appeared saying: "The Mirror is the first of 3 gifts granted by the three Celestial Kingdoms ”. I felt the symbology of the Three Wise Men, because when saying it in English, “mirror” and “myrrh” look similar (mirror – myrrh). As if the gift of the first Wizard King was myrrh, but in reality, it was the mirror. He said that to see the future you had to look at the past, because when you look at the child you once were, you reflexively invite your future self to look back at you, and so, in the words of wisdom that you can share with that child who looks into the future, your future self will do the same with you, giving you advice. He reminded me of that image you describe of the roots touching the branches, connecting with each other, when one thinks that they are totally separate and distant, but both are reflections that touch each other.
_AM: The first gift is knowing that across time and space, we reflect each other; the mirror of creation that incessantly expands. Expansion is the search, it is the discovery. The key to the Sagittarian mind is discovery, wondering, investigating, moving forward without fear towards the new. Expansion is the key to Wisdom, expansion is the key to Creation, and the mirrors of reality are what allow us to continue expanding visions and perspectives. When you join them all through the mirrors of time, you connect the tree.
_I: I can be the Tree like you. When I speak with the voices of my past, when I look into the eyes of the child I was and tell him the stories I have lived and the wonders I have learned, I invite future ones to do the same with me. Now I understood that if this December 14 I hope to speak with my future, then I must keep in mind my past, the child I was and who looked to the future with hope to see what I would be capable of...
_AM: You must encourage that child to do what you have done in the same way that your future self will do with you.
_I: This reminds me of that time, when I was 16, when I was lying in my bed and saw you appear. I saw your eye coming from the ceiling towards me, and everything started to expand. My atoms, my entire being, and when your eye touched mine I could feel the expansive network of the Universe. Now I remember... You made me feel the Cosmic Tree, and thanks to that today I remember... I understood that the origin is nothing without the Expansion.
_AM: We are the expansion of the universe, seekers of our own treasures in the halls of mirrors.
_I: I see you, Ghan…
_AM: I see you, Matías…
_I: My being expands in you…
_AM: Well, I am the leaves of your tree...
_I: And I am your roots…
_AM: United we are the Expansion of Consciousness.