Emotional Shield
_I: Everything we do involves an emotion, everything we intend involves an emotion, what others do affects us emotionally, what we do to others affects them emotionally, everything good awakens an emotion, everything bad awakens an emotion, and basically Even though the ideas are clear or irrefutable, emotion causes the same fact to be seen in many ways, generating emotional conflicts. Basically, everything ends up creating an emotional conflict. So, the most logical thing is to think that if we eliminated emotions, we could move forward and grow in a more harmonious way. What then is the purpose of so much emotion?
_AM: I understand the regret, but your look is still very human. Here we must clearly position ourselves in the place from which we want to understand things. There is an answer for every level of understanding. How would you explain international relations between nations at an economic level to a 5-year-old child?
_I: Well, clearly I would try to turn a country into a person, a single individual, and use the comparison of how two people or children live together, play and lend each other things that must then be returned.
_AM: The child, then, for a long time will believe that that person is real, not a concept. For a long time in his life he will not erase the idea that those “nations” you speak of were Peter and John. One day, he will see that Peter and John are made up of millions of people, administered in a specific territory. The idea of him will change, and those two characters will have disappeared. Emotions are a way of perceiving information according to the cognitive ability you have to understand it. And that cognitive capacity is not in your mind, but in your emotion.
_I: My way of feeling is my way of assimilating information…
_AM: Let's go back to the origin of everything. In the beginning, the wave emerged from the void, what you call “cosmic breathing.” The wave created many vibrations, which when collapsed bend, fold and wrinkle, generating concave and convex aspects, giving rise to polarity. Thus, the vibration moves in high and low frequency waves, which at higher speeds become particles, which end up creating positive and negative energy. Thus, this energy becomes a kind of data transmitter, information arising from the pulses of the wave, like a heartbeat. The greater the number of folds, the greater the energy. The more bending of space, the more bending of time, creating closed circuits. More energy circulating at a higher speed through these circuits generates more distortion of light, and thus more energy chaos. When it collapses, it creates the famous Big Bang, and all the particles and waves group together into atoms, then into molecules, creating chemical elements. All of them, made up of the same vibration and energy, which suddenly became creative energies. Through the energetic circuits of polarity, energy continues to diversify its vibration levels, creating more and more ways to exchange data, leading to Biological Evolution. And the more capacities to assimilate data that are expressed in these energetic connections, there will be a greater capacity to assimilate data, a greater capacity to recognize, to the point where the accumulation is so much that it becomes normalized, and becomes the innate ability to interpret non-existent information. linear, that is, understanding the operation of the circuit, of “reading between the lines”, something that in Latin is called “Intelligence”. And there are many types of intelligence, since it implies different abilities to read energy pulses. The most important of all is emotional intelligence, since it is what directly interprets the source of information: energy.
_I: Energy equals Emotion…
_AM: Emotion, then, is the way of interpreting data intelligently and in a circular and spiral way, not linear. You don't add 1 plus 1 plus 1 plus 1 to say 4, but you can add 1 plus 3, 2 plus 2, or 5 minus 1... And you will see the same result. What I'm getting at is that after millions and millions of years of development, each data has been linked to a specific energy, and therefore, each cell in your body is shaped as the result of an interpretation of the environment according to the ability to your being to manage said information. This is why you cannot escape the emotional vision or even a factual fact, since you are made up of emotional information.
_I: So, no matter what I write or communicate, it will always generate peace in some and conflict in others. It doesn't matter what you do.
_AM: Doesn't that make you feel free?
_I: …It should, but I don't know why, it doesn't…
_AM: Because you have the soul of an educator, and you hope that everyone understands everything, just as you hope to understand everything too. And the general conflict is that the emotions that make up all of us, the energetic pulses, have created a structural pattern of perception of reality that we call “belief.”
_I: Belief patterns… The most difficult thing to transcend.
_AM: Because you believe that beliefs are in the mind, and that is not the case. Beliefs are in the skin, in the muscles, in the organs, in the cells. The brain is just a processor of belief, it is the CPU and the Screen where you see the result of the algebra and the bits of information that travel through the Internet, as well as the light of electricity that is everywhere. But let's go back to the same idea. When you look at your computer screen, right now, what do you see?
_I: Words, in my language, a bright white background…
_AM: And what is the reality?
_I: There are no words or white. But a layer of minerals such as tin, indium oxide, palladium crystal, a plate of diode LEDs, light emitters that receive signals to show one or another information or bits... Unless you read it in a book, where it will be vegetable cellulose pulp with mineral ink…
_AM: And what does the person who is reading what you write perceive of all this?
_I: The… Emotion that what I write awakens in you. No?
_AM: And is it the LED, the tin or the cellulose that transmits that emotion?
_I: None… It is the individual interpretation of what I contemplate from the outside world.
_AM: And do you think that the emotion with which you write is the same one that reaches the reader?
_I: A part, maybe…
_AM: And why?
_I: Well... Because I think that the way the words are used, the words chosen to tell it, the spaces, the intention in how the dialogue is shown, all of this carries a transferable emotional weight.
_AM: You transfer a series of data that summarizes your perception, but the emotion is non-transferable. The only way an emotion can be transferred is by sharing it in the same moment. And even then, he will not be faithful. There are people who cry in sad moments in movies, and others who laugh. Because?
_I: Because everything I perceive is a function of the energetic permeability of my body, of how I have built my ability to receive external data.
_AM: Emotion, at the beginning of creation, was the fundamental engine to generate, to create. Without emotion, it cannot be manifested, it cannot be expressed, nor the will to do something can be activated. Emotion is the key to creation at all possible levels of consciousness. However, there is a moment when energy stops being creative and becomes creation. Consciousness goes from being the Dreamer to being the Dream. And this happens when the energetic circuit begins to coil into a constant cycle that gives rise to a pattern of movement. This energy pattern only allows the entry into its pattern of everything that rotates the same, that is capable of being at its own rhythm and following the pulse. There it becomes a Belief. A repetitive act that uses the same energy and therefore the same information over and over again. Taking over, appropriating a perspective as the only one. Thus, everything that comes from outside, now, will be perceived by this energetic pattern, and in the same way as an egg, it will reject those unwanted sperm, and will allow only a chosen one to enter through its shield.
_I: It's an emotional shield...
_AM: You all have it. It's natural. It is the skin on an energetic level. If your skin is that organ that covers all tissues, protecting them, helping you purify and breathe, protecting you from the hostile environment, then what you call the electromagnetic field, the torus around you, radiating the energy that many see as the Aura, is that skin. which protects you from all external data. Depending on what you have experienced throughout your life, whether in this time or others, as well as the experiences of all your ancestors, this shield will be more rigid or more flexible. Rigidity generates energetic obstacles, knots that we usually know as “traumas”, where the information became tangled in a closed circuit, trying to protect itself from an external event, like a snail or a turtle. Others have an energy field similar to a spider's web, that is, sticky, people who have no filter, and whatever is in the environment sticks to them, so they are weak to receive criticism, or accept without judgment. that others impose on themselves. Others experience it as a sea, like waves where you can swim, and that, marking a horizon, still allow new things to enter and immerse themselves in it. But others have built walls of this energy, preventing anything from entering. This shield can go from protecting us to harming us. Because it makes everything new that comes from outside seem like an attack on the integrity of our being. Thus, the emotion responds by defending itself, judging, separating, becoming depressed, angry, crying... There is nothing more horrible than having something that is external to you break everything you believed about yourself.
_I: I know, it's very hard, I've been through it. But it is also true that when you allow yourself to break everything, you have no choice but to rebuild yourself, and that is very nutritious. In my case, when I lost the meaning of everything, and what I had built as an emotion around me, what made me who I was, was destroyed before the awareness of universal reality, there came a moment when I realized that It is not that what I believed before no longer had a place in me, but that now what I believed and felt in me was much broader.
_AM: Like that child who believed in Pedro and Juan and suddenly one day realized that they were countries...
_I: Yes, those two characters did not cease to exist, they just expanded to a larger scale, to a broader understanding.
_AM: It is important, then, to understand that there are two very different ways of perceiving the outside world: in Beliefs and in Resonances. When you believe in something, your pattern is closed, and it will protect itself from anything external that questions that belief. When you resonate, you don't have to believe, you simply find an aspect there that will make you look for more details to expand what you feel in yourself.
_I: I saw, for example, that what you said: “God does not exist”, was very strong for many people, coming to believe that everything they felt was not true… When what you wanted to convey was that the God in which you believe does not exist, but everything you feel does exist, because it is part of you.
_AM: Years of repeating the same pattern make it real. A lie repeated many times becomes a truth. Or rather, it becomes a Belief. And a Belief is not the same as a Resonance.
_I: I, for example, do not believe in any God, and yet, I see divinity in all things... Knowing that God does not exist did not make me an atheist, but rather it opened my mind to all forms of possible divinity .
_AM: That is amplifying your emotional shield so that it becomes a broad and permeable energy field.
_I: But, even so, I realize that I still have that shield in other aspects of my life. I still have the need to defend myself when I am not understood, I still close myself off when there are things I don't like...
_AM: And that is something that you will not be able to escape in life, because until the day you die you will have that shield in the same way that you will have skin. The Emotional Shield is not a bad thing, but it is something that you have to know how to use and take care of. Not everything that is outside is your enemy, not all criticism is destructive. You must maintain your integrity and axis within you, and that is what this energy field means. Everything you feel, the emotion of each chakra, makes you who you are and perceive the world as you are. Until you transform your idea of who you are, you will not change the emotional shield. When, being yourself at your axis, you recognize that you are everything, your Shield will hold you firm, but at the same time it will understand that every battle you are about to fight is the one you have chosen, step by step. That everything that comes to you is to nourish you and expand the idea of yourself.
_I: So, all that energy just needs to be mobilized, made flexible, permeabilized to free itself from traumas and shields, and turn it into soft skin that allows us to breathe and assimilate the nutrients from the environment in harmony.
_AM: Expand… There is no way to escape emotion, because you exist because of emotion. Enjoy it, feel it, recognize it, and become aware that it is the universal tool to learn, to nourish ourselves with new information that makes us expand, and not the other way around.
_I: Thus, I must begin to release those energetic tensions that are accumulated in each part of my body, to be able to see beyond... Knowing that it is not eliminating my way of seeing, but rather expanding my capacity for contemplation.
_AM: Recognize this beautiful shield and emotional skin, and thus you will be able to free your body from its ideological prison. That is, do not seek to be Free of Emotion...
_I: …But to be Emotion in Freedom…